To be honest, life is gonna hurt sometimes. I can't lie to God and not mention to Him how hurt I am. I used to hide it from Him (although He knows already) kuz I felt bad because I don't want to be hurt. I want to rely on Him and only Him. I don't want to feel lacking when I tell Him He's all I need. But if I'm not honest about it, I can't let Him heal me. So yeah...life hurts but you know: I thank God because He's teaching me something...er...I'm gonna learn something from all this eventually. And I'll be able to tell someone else: "I know how you feel" (because it's true! I feel or felt that way too!). Well right now I can say that too but as of yet I can't offer any advice. I can't say "I've been through it" but maybe sometimes all someone needs to know is that they are not alone IN the desert.
*sigh*